also my plan for having fun and feeling fulfilled in the future is to be in a band again and organise semi-regular backyard gigs/parties with bands and food and friendly humans and art and drinks n stuff for funtimes n community feels and co-operative creativity (inspired by both backyard gigs and blazing swan)
so that’s my plan for actually regularly seeing nice people and doing meaningful fun collaborative stuff with them
so yknow if you’re a Perthy and that sounds like a good time, then I’ll let you know if I manage to set up something like that (probably not for at least six months because my life is hectic rn) because I would love to see some of you gorgeous humans way more often <3
At 19, I read a sentence that re-terraformed my head: “The level of matter in the universe has been constant since the Big Bang.”
In all the aeons we have lost nothing, we have gained nothing - not a speck, not a grain, not a breath. The universe is simply a sealed, twisting kaleidoscope that has reordered itself a trillion trillion trillion times over.
Each baby, then, is a unique collision - a cocktail, a remix - of all that has come before: made from molecules of Napoleon and stardust and comets and whale tooth; colloidal mercury and Cleopatra’s breath: and with the same darkness that is between the stars between, and inside, our own atoms.
When you know this, you suddenly see the crowded top deck of the bus, in the rain, as a miracle: this collection of people is by way of a starburst constellation. Families are bright, irregular-shaped nebulae. Finding a person you love is like galaxies colliding. We are all peculiar, unrepeatable, perambulating micro-universes - we have never been before and we will never be again. Oh God, the sheer exuberant, unlikely face of our existences. The honour of being alive. They will never be able to make you again. Don’t you dare waste a second of it thinking something better will happen when it ends. Don’t you dare
i’ve had a nice night on tumblr for the the first time in like five months and it’s been fun, but i think i need to delete my tumblr. too much compulsion to try to fill my blog with all the most beautiful things and the most thought-provoking or helpful things, and too much wanting to make friends with people who live a bajillion miles away.
i have to be more present in my own life and my own world and tumblr doesn’t help me do that.
so you’re all lovely humans and i love your blogs of philosophy and gorgeous things but i’m done.
hit me up n I’ll give you my email or something (if u don’t have another contact for me) actually my email is on the About page so there’s that.
there are some of you on here who I really really wanna catch up with I promissseeee but i don’t have time to breath until end of semester :c
bye lovely humans xoxoxo <3
i volunteer a lego piece as the new symbol for autism. theyre not a piece missing from something, theyre just incredibly great and you can build a lot of things with them-- in fact, the more lego pieces you have, the better. unlike a puzzle piece, you dont need to "solve" legos. they come in thousands of different shapes and colors. and if you step on one, you will regret it. also legos are cool.
this is one of the most amazing asks i’ve ever received
in fact i was planning on drawing something for this but then i realized i can’t draw
it’s important to set aside time for yourself. take urself out on a date, see a movie or even romance yourself with an evening at home, have icecream and strawberries for dinner, dance to the jezabels maybe: have a one person party; get high as balls
to play strip chess you actually need a fair few items of clothing to start with
update: if you want to know about my life thing